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  <pubDate>Mon, 31 Oct 2005 16:51:13 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>livejournal, right as you&apos;re going &quot;out,&quot; i find that maybe, i&apos;ve missed you. reunion, perhaps?</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 16 Dec 2004 21:06:12 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>SO TODAY, I RECEIVED A &quot;BIG&quot; ENVELOPE FROM HAMILTON COLLEGE!&lt;br /&gt;YEAAAAAA!!!!</description>
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  <lj:music>you got the love - candi staton &amp; the source</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">you got the love - candi staton &amp; the source</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 15 Nov 2004 01:39:32 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>so, my early decision application is at the hamilton admissions office. i put a bow on it.&lt;br /&gt;&amp; i really must improve my livejournaling.</description>
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  <lj:music>five years- jaime paxton.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">five years- jaime paxton.</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 10 Oct 2004 23:44:30 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>today, i hugged sarah jessica parker (carrie bradshaw) in the flesh.&lt;br /&gt;!!!!!!!!!!!!</description>
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  <lj:mood>in nyc.</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 23 Aug 2004 22:09:57 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/prettygirl.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt; back, &amp; better than ever. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jul 2004 01:15:31 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;FRIENDS ONLY.&lt;/b&gt;
if i even choose to write in it anymore, but i&apos;m still keeping it to read other peoples&apos; &amp; to comment.</description>
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  <lj:music>combat baby- metric.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">combat baby- metric.</media:title>
  <lj:mood>so incredibly happy.</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 06 Jul 2004 20:09:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>cos sometimes i get bored.</title>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;thirteen random things you like:&lt;br /&gt;01) the beach&lt;br /&gt;02) vintage&lt;br /&gt;03) gold jewelery&lt;br /&gt;04) smoothies&lt;br /&gt;05) puppies&lt;br /&gt;06) kisses&lt;br /&gt;07) yoga&lt;br /&gt;08) compliments&lt;br /&gt;09) fashion&lt;br /&gt;10) nyc&lt;br /&gt;11) oversized sunglasses&lt;br /&gt;12) my ipod&lt;br /&gt;13) boots&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;twelve movies:&lt;br /&gt;01) breakfast at tiffany&apos;s&lt;br /&gt;02) white oleander&lt;br /&gt;03) cruel intentions&lt;br /&gt;04) almost famous&lt;br /&gt;05) thirteen&lt;br /&gt;06) irreversible&lt;br /&gt;07) donnie darko&lt;br /&gt;08) the adventures of sebastian cole&lt;br /&gt;09) legally blonde&lt;br /&gt;10) fast times at ridgemont high&lt;br /&gt;11) girls just wanna have fun&lt;br /&gt;12) harry potter&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eleven good bands/artists:&lt;br /&gt;01) the pixies&lt;br /&gt;02) the cure&lt;br /&gt;03) radiohead&lt;br /&gt;04) elliott smith&lt;br /&gt;05) modest mouse&lt;br /&gt;06) death cab&lt;br /&gt;07) franz ferdinand&lt;br /&gt;08) billy talent&lt;br /&gt;09) poe&lt;br /&gt;10) coldplay&lt;br /&gt;11) muse&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nine good friends:&lt;br /&gt;01) laurs&lt;br /&gt;02) amelia&lt;br /&gt;03) jenna (jsto)&lt;br /&gt;04) x-tina&lt;br /&gt;05) bri&lt;br /&gt;06) kelly&lt;br /&gt;07) ricardo&lt;br /&gt;08) jennie&lt;br /&gt;09) bethie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eight favorite foods/drinks:&lt;br /&gt;01) FRENCH FRIES&lt;br /&gt;02) pina coladas&lt;br /&gt;03) apple cider&lt;br /&gt;04) aglio olio&lt;br /&gt;05) caesar salad&lt;br /&gt;06) strawberry cheesecake&lt;br /&gt;07) iced chai tea&lt;br /&gt;08) mamasan&apos;s cashew chicken&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;seven things you wear daily:&lt;br /&gt;01) technomarine watch&lt;br /&gt;02) 2 black plastic bracelets&lt;br /&gt;03) cocoa butter lip balm&lt;br /&gt;04) earrings&lt;br /&gt;05) underoos&lt;br /&gt;06) some type of handbag&lt;br /&gt;07) a SMILE! i&apos;m so witty.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;six things that annoy you:&lt;br /&gt;01) elitest hoes&lt;br /&gt;02) mexican food (it&apos;s gross, except for nachos)&lt;br /&gt;03) people who flaunt their money terribly &amp; talk about it constantly (it&apos;s lame)&lt;br /&gt;04) lj friends who don&apos;t comment hahaahah&lt;br /&gt;05) ashton kutcher  needs to go away.&lt;br /&gt;06) players&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;five things you touch everyday:&lt;br /&gt;01) my cellphone&lt;br /&gt;02) this laptop&lt;br /&gt;03) my steering wheel&lt;br /&gt;04) the refrigerator&lt;br /&gt;05) my pooches&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;four shows you watch:&lt;br /&gt;01) sex &amp; the city&lt;br /&gt;02) degrassi&lt;br /&gt;03) the o.c.&lt;br /&gt;04) nip/tuck&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;three celebrities you have a crush on:&lt;br /&gt;01) paul walker&lt;br /&gt;02) tyson ritter&lt;br /&gt;03) johnny depp&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;two people on myspace that you have kissed:&lt;br /&gt;01) ryan&lt;br /&gt;02) ...no one else.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;one person you could spend the rest of your life with:&lt;br /&gt;01) MOI!</description>
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  <lj:music>nicotine- anethum.</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 04 Jul 2004 05:12:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i broke into your house last night, &amp; left a note at your bedside.</title>
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  <description>plans for hendersen harbor &amp; partying it up at the lake with laurs fell through, but its alright. cos we&apos;ll go in a few weeks. today, i went to yoga with bethie &amp; then wandered around the city for awhile. went to parkleigh &amp; a step apart. lunched at edibles. jenna called me &amp; somehow, persuaded me to work out a second time, so we went to the gym for awhile. crashing till 8pm is no fun, but 3 previously viewed dvds for $25 sales at blockbuster once a year are. the calmeister &amp; my mom &amp; i watched thirteen; it was my second time seeing it. it was really somewhat cathartic to watch. so disturbing, yet so good &amp; poignant. tomorrow is the fourth of july &amp; i am stuck in the roc. oh well. fun will find me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;BASIC...&lt;br /&gt;1.piercings- ears.&lt;br /&gt;2.tattoos- zero.&lt;br /&gt;3.height- 5&apos;4.&lt;br /&gt;4.shoe size- 8.&lt;br /&gt;5.hair color- brown.&lt;br /&gt;6.siblings- a sister; caley.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LAST...&lt;br /&gt;7.movie you rented- big fish.&lt;br /&gt;8.movie you bought- uptown girls ?&lt;br /&gt;9.thing you drank- water.&lt;br /&gt;10.song you listened to- almost- sarah harmer.&lt;br /&gt;11.song that was stuck in your head- somebody told me- the killers.&lt;br /&gt;12.cd you bought- i don&apos;t remember. i just stick them on my ipod.&lt;br /&gt;13.cd you listened to- franz ferdinand.&lt;br /&gt;15.person you&apos;ve called- jsto.&lt;br /&gt;16.person that&apos;s called you- laurs.&lt;br /&gt;17.person you&apos;ve beat up- no one, but it&apos;s still early.&lt;br /&gt;18.tv show you&apos;ve watched- ashlee simpson show.&lt;br /&gt;19.person you were thinking of- jared.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;DO...&lt;br /&gt;20.you have a crush on someone- you could say that.&lt;br /&gt;21.you wish you could live somewhere else- sometimes.&lt;br /&gt;22.you and your parents get along- incredibly well.&lt;br /&gt;23.you think about suicide- no.&lt;br /&gt;24.you believe in online dating- hahah.&lt;br /&gt;25.others find you attractive- i like to think so.&lt;br /&gt;26.you want more piercings- maybe my bellybutton.&lt;br /&gt;27.you like cleaning- only when i have someone do it for me (like my cousin haha). i like to vaccuum though lol.&lt;br /&gt;28.you like roller coasters- YES, but no upside downers.  &lt;br /&gt;29.you write in cursive or print- combination.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FOR OR AGAINST...&lt;br /&gt;30.long distance relationships- they can work!&lt;br /&gt;31.using someone- naughty, but it happens.&lt;br /&gt;32.suicide- against.&lt;br /&gt;33.killing people- only bad ones.&lt;br /&gt;34.teenage smoking- it&apos;s bad, but it&apos;s a choice.&lt;br /&gt;35.driving drunk- totally against.&lt;br /&gt;36.gay/lesbian relatinships- i could never imagine being in one, but whater makes people happy.&lt;br /&gt;37.soap operas- nooooo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAVE YOU...&lt;br /&gt;38.ever cried over a girl- lol no.&lt;br /&gt;39.ever cried over a boy- yes.&lt;br /&gt;40.ever been shipped away because you caused trouble- no sir.&lt;br /&gt;41.ever been cheated on- nope, not that i know of.&lt;br /&gt;42.ever cheated on someone- no.&lt;br /&gt;43.ever been suspended- no.&lt;br /&gt;44.ever lied to someone- it happens.&lt;br /&gt;45.ever been slapped- no.&lt;br /&gt;46.ever been arrested- no way hose.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WHAT...&lt;br /&gt;47.shampoo do you use- bumble &amp; bumble.&lt;br /&gt;48.shoes do you wear- pretty ones.&lt;br /&gt;49.are you scared of- loneliness &amp; death.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;NUMBER...&lt;br /&gt;50.of times I have been in love? i&apos;m not sure.&lt;br /&gt;51.of times I have had my heart broken? ergh.&lt;br /&gt;52.of hearts I have broken? none, i don&apos;t think!&lt;br /&gt;53.of guys you have gone out with? 5.&lt;br /&gt;54.of girls I have kissed? none.&lt;br /&gt;55.of boys I have kissed? only the special ones.&lt;br /&gt;56.of girls I&apos;ve slept with? ew, none.&lt;br /&gt;57.of boys I&apos;ve slept with? i got my v card yo.&lt;br /&gt;58.of girls you&apos;ve obsessed over who wouldn&apos;t date you? NA man.&lt;br /&gt;59.of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? like 4 times i think.&lt;br /&gt;60.of scars on my body? two.&lt;br /&gt;61.of bruises on your body? zip.&lt;br /&gt;62.of things in my past that I regret? a few things, but i try not to have any regrets. cos they form my identity.&lt;br /&gt;63.of guys that have seen you naked? um&lt;br /&gt;64.of girls that have seen you naked? none.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...&lt;br /&gt;65.pretty- yes, at times.&lt;br /&gt;66.funny- wicked.&lt;br /&gt;67.hot- eh occasionally.&lt;br /&gt;68.friendly- YES SUPER FRIENDLY.&lt;br /&gt;69.amusing- heh heh.&lt;br /&gt;70.ugly- i don&apos;t think so, i hope not.&lt;br /&gt;71.loveable- yes.&lt;br /&gt;72.caring- yes yes.&lt;br /&gt;73.sweet- very.&lt;br /&gt;74.dorky- my defining word.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;favorite:&lt;br /&gt;75.5 letter word: tushie. hah.&lt;br /&gt;76.actor/actress: i don&apos;t know. a lot. i like audrey hepburn &amp; orlando bloom isn&apos;t too harsh on the eyes.&lt;br /&gt;77.Candy: cherry sourpatch kids. &amp; lollipops. or m&amp;m&apos;s.&lt;br /&gt;78.Cartoon: i don&apos;t like cartoons. except i liked braceface.&lt;br /&gt;79.Cereal: cap&apos;n crunch.&lt;br /&gt;80.Chewing gum: cinnamon.&lt;br /&gt;81.Color(s): purple/pink.&lt;br /&gt;82.Color nail polish: black or bright pink or red.&lt;br /&gt;83.Day of week: fridays &amp; saturdays.&lt;br /&gt;84.Least favorite day of week: mondays.&lt;br /&gt;85.Flower: daisies &amp; tulips.&lt;br /&gt;86.Jello flavor: oh man, no idea.&lt;br /&gt;87.Jewelry: vintage.&lt;br /&gt;88.Special skills/talents: i&apos;m double-jointed?&lt;br /&gt;89.Summer/Winter: FALL!&lt;br /&gt;90.Trampolines or swimming pools: both please.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Person who last.. &lt;br /&gt;91.Slept in your bed: me.&lt;br /&gt;92.Saw you cry: myself.&lt;br /&gt;93.Made you cry: ______.&lt;br /&gt;94.You went to the movies with: bethie i think ?&lt;br /&gt;95.Yelled at you: my sister&lt;br /&gt;96.Sent you an email: spam.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Have you ever..&lt;br /&gt;97.Said &quot;I love you&quot; and meant it? to family &amp; good friends.&lt;br /&gt;98.Ran away? nope. to where? i think i&apos;ve got it really quite good.&lt;br /&gt;99.Been chased by the cops? noooo.&lt;br /&gt;100.Gone out in public in your pajamas? when i&apos;m driving.&lt;br /&gt;101.Kept a secret from everyone? yes.&lt;br /&gt;102.Cried during a movie? of course.&lt;br /&gt;103.Planned your week based on the TV Guide? YEAH !&lt;br /&gt;104.Been on stage- yes.&lt;br /&gt;105.Been to New York- more times than i can even recall or count.&lt;br /&gt;106.Been to California- yes.&lt;br /&gt;107.Hawaii- no, but i want to go soon.&lt;br /&gt;108.China- no.&lt;br /&gt;109.Canada- yes, i &amp;lt;3 toronto.&lt;br /&gt;110.Europe- not yet, but next summer.&lt;br /&gt;111.Asia- no.&lt;br /&gt;112.South America- no.&lt;br /&gt;113.Australia- not yet.&lt;br /&gt;114.Wished you were the opposite sex? not really.&lt;br /&gt;115.What time is it now? 9:42pm.&lt;br /&gt;116.Apples or bananas? bananas. only apples with caramel.&lt;br /&gt;117.Blue or red? blue.&lt;br /&gt;118.Walmart or target? TARGET TOTALLY TAKES THAT ONE!&lt;br /&gt;119.Spring or Fall? fall.&lt;br /&gt;120.What are you gonna do after you finish this? go with cal to blockbuster.&lt;br /&gt;121.What was the last meal you ate? dad&apos;s grilled stuff.&lt;br /&gt;122.Are you bored? kinda.&lt;br /&gt;123.Last noise you heard? early fireworks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Friendship/Love...&lt;br /&gt;124.Do you believe in love at first sight? i&apos;m not sure.&lt;br /&gt;125.Do you want children one day, if so, how many? two or four; not three.&lt;br /&gt;126.Boys name(s)- noah.&lt;br /&gt;127.Girl sname(s)- lillie, tessa, so many.&lt;br /&gt;128.Most important thing to you in a friendship is: LOYALTY &amp; depth &amp; connection.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;other Info...&lt;br /&gt;129.criminal record? blank.&lt;br /&gt;130.When was the last time you were drunk? um&lt;br /&gt;131.When was the last time you got high? NEVER.&lt;br /&gt;132.Do you speak any other languages? yes.&lt;br /&gt;133.Last book you read? bergdorf blondes by plum sykes.&lt;br /&gt;134.What does your ex bf/gf look like? like my ex bf.&lt;br /&gt;135.Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom? my laptop &amp; my candles. &amp; MY CLOSET.&lt;br /&gt;136.How do u vent your anger? through writing or through venting.&lt;br /&gt;137.Worst feeling in the world- being deserted or disappointed.&lt;br /&gt;138.Who you love- my family, friends, &amp; poodles.&lt;br /&gt;139.Who you miss- jared.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You....&lt;br /&gt;140.Nickname(s)- jaja, jayfay, fay, fayzee. way too many.&lt;br /&gt;141.How old do you look? 15&lt;br /&gt;142.How old do you act? 24&lt;br /&gt;143.Glasses/Contacts- both.&lt;br /&gt;144.Braces- used to.&lt;br /&gt;145.Do you have any pets? two poodles, colby &amp; kaiser.&lt;br /&gt;146.You get embarrassed? depends.&lt;br /&gt;147.What makes you happy? good music, pina coladas, yoga, &amp; kisses.&lt;br /&gt;148.What upsets you? weak people &amp; animal cruelty.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finish the sentence:&lt;br /&gt;149.I love to...shop.&lt;br /&gt;150.I Miss...amelie.&lt;br /&gt;151.I Wish...i was on a caribbean island.&lt;br /&gt;152.I Hope...i&apos;ll move out soon&lt;br /&gt;153.I&apos;m Annoyed by...parents who don&apos;t give a shit about their kids. &amp; when people chew annoyingly.&lt;br /&gt;154.I Want to Be...in la or nyc.&lt;br /&gt;155.I Would Never...let anyone change who i am.&lt;br /&gt;156.I&apos;d Rather...swimming.&lt;br /&gt;157.I Am Tired of...bbq&apos;s.&lt;br /&gt;158.I Will Always be...me, jenna!</description>
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  <lj:music>the equaliser- clinic.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">the equaliser- clinic.</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jul 2004 02:53:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>re vrse THIS: you make me wanna eat whipped cream.</title>
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  <description>yesterday laurs &amp; i went  to the ghetto. no, really. &amp; we found some of the coolest stuff ever. i love that womannnn like family. &amp; tomorrow, is a beach party with the crew. yoohoo!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/purses.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/jewels.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/blazers.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/singha.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/hardrock.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/rarr.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/oldeurope.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp; my new azn kitten heels just because (not vintage):&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/azn.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>bound to the floor- local h.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">bound to the floor- local h.</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jun 2004 01:37:42 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>operation vintage attack was quite successful. details later. now, i must ready myself for nip/tuck.</description>
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  <lj:music>almost- sarah harmer.</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jun 2004 06:35:19 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>the radio leads a feel good revolution.</title>
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  <description>tonight was the most fun i&apos;ve had in ages. after going to david kotok&apos;s graduation party, the daddio &amp; i went to mamasan&apos;s for a late dinner &amp; laurs came &amp; sat with us while we finished. then she &amp; i left &amp; booked it to java&apos;s in the city, where we were meeting conor, jamie, &amp; melina. we sat outside, in like, the goddamn 50-degree weather. cigarettes, milkshakes, &amp; lookalike dicussions. &amp; laurs had a first time occasion !! a man told me he thought i was jewish (correct) &amp; asked if i was talking about cheesecake to my friends ? we went to the city cafe diner (open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week yo) &amp; ordered nachos, fries, &amp; mozz sticks. its our new place. &amp; in the parking light, was dance dance revolution! must&apos;ve been love &amp; fashion &amp; our house are the tunezzz. came back here &amp; showed them our new bubble hockey machine, which is really rare &amp; really super fun. the best part of the night was definitely having melina &amp; conor sing at the top of their lungs &amp; then get up &amp; dance in the diner haha. i wish i could describe it, but maybe thats the loveliness of it all; that i can&apos;t. that you had to be there &amp; had to feel how much we&apos;ve bonded. &amp;lt;3xoxox.</description>
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  <lj:music>this fire- franz ferdinand.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">this fire- franz ferdinand.</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jun 2004 23:35:27 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>yucky, mean little monsters have entered my head &amp; will not stop serving me this terrible cold. i spent my day working in the morning (the kids made watermelon shakers &amp; fruit loop necklaces cuuuuute) &amp; then went to the doctor&apos;s. luck is never on my side with allergies &amp; sinuses &amp; all that yicky stuff it seems. my dad cannot seem to make up his mind on when we should go to the city to officially look at schools. i told him, we had to go next week cos of casey! ugh i&apos;ll get to frustrated if i talk about it anymore. all i will say, is that i want to get my prospective school looking out of the way (it would destress me a little) &amp; take my awesome friend casey to bar89 man. i spend too much time &amp; money at barnes &amp; noble, if that is possible. &amp; i need to get out of this house before i get insane, cos i was supposed to have a movie marathon with jamie, conor, &amp; laurs tonight &amp; no, this is not happening because the parents think i&apos;m &quot;sick as a dog&quot;. thank you very much, cold. &amp; ooh, the boy called me from austria yesterday &amp; i was so immediately inundated with happiness laksjdlkjf. &amp; then the woman at waterlily spa called my name &amp; i had to get off. :( oh well, enough of this ramble. time to go watch simple life 2 &amp; the ashlee simpson show, or somethinggggg.</description>
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  <lj:music>pulp- common people</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jun 2004 03:04:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;jenna&apos;s like the paris hilton of pittsford&quot;- the dad. thanks.</title>
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  <description>TODAY: slept most of the day away. but my nana came up &amp; we went with bethie &amp; kar &amp; everyone to this italian place by the lake. after like 4 courses, i think it is safe to say that we were all overly full by even the middle of the meal. glub glub glub, i&apos;m tired &amp; allergy season is roaring. saw jsto at calling hours at temple &amp; now, i need to get some zzzz&apos;s for a busy day tomorrow. his mom called twice today to let me that he is insistent on seeing me the minute he returns from europe &amp; this has plastered a permanent smile onto my face. i hope everyone had a good father&apos;s day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Seven things you love:&lt;br /&gt;1) my family&amp;friends&lt;br /&gt;2) kisses&lt;br /&gt;3) music&lt;br /&gt;4) shopping&lt;br /&gt;5) nyc&lt;br /&gt;6) french fries&lt;br /&gt;7) great literature&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seven things you hate: &lt;br /&gt;1) hypocrites&lt;br /&gt;2) elitests&lt;br /&gt;3) pot&lt;br /&gt;4) dumb people&lt;br /&gt;5) goodbyes&lt;br /&gt;6) mexican food&lt;br /&gt;7) allergies&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seven things in your bedroom:&lt;br /&gt;1) laptop&lt;br /&gt;2) clothes &amp; 37 handbags. it&apos;s wrong, i know.&lt;br /&gt;3) televizzle&lt;br /&gt;4) collages&lt;br /&gt;5) portable phone&lt;br /&gt;6) photos&lt;br /&gt;7) tons of pillows&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seven things to do before death: &lt;br /&gt;1) live in nyc&lt;br /&gt;2) work at a fashion mag&lt;br /&gt;3) travel the world&lt;br /&gt;4) be insanely happy with a boy i love&lt;br /&gt;5) have kiddos&lt;br /&gt;6) see what i would look like blonde !&lt;br /&gt;7) live right on the beach.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seven things you can do: &lt;br /&gt;1) talk your ear off&lt;br /&gt;2) i&apos;m double-jointed&lt;br /&gt;3) hard yoga poses&lt;br /&gt;4) shop like you&apos;ve never seen&lt;br /&gt;5) be random&lt;br /&gt;6) never get sick of dirty jokes&lt;br /&gt;7) drive with my knees&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seven things you can&apos;t do: &lt;br /&gt;1) whistle&lt;br /&gt;2) lie to my parents&lt;br /&gt;3) drive stick-shift&lt;br /&gt;4) smoke&lt;br /&gt;5) excel at or even understand math&lt;br /&gt;6) a handspring&lt;br /&gt;7) speak spanish&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex: &lt;br /&gt;1) trust&lt;br /&gt;2) how they&apos;re dressed haha&lt;br /&gt;3) eyes&lt;br /&gt;4) smile&lt;br /&gt;5) depth&lt;br /&gt;6) brains&lt;br /&gt;7) liprings &amp; shaggy hair&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Top seven movies: (no order)&lt;br /&gt;1) white oleander&lt;br /&gt;2) almost famous&lt;br /&gt;3) donnie darko&lt;br /&gt;4) breakfast at tiffany&apos;s&lt;br /&gt;5) fast times at ridgemont high&lt;br /&gt;6) clueless&lt;br /&gt;7) edward scissorhands&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Top seven things you say most: &lt;br /&gt;1) omg&lt;br /&gt;2) what the hell usually accompanied with a laugh&lt;br /&gt;3) shit&lt;br /&gt;4) you&apos;re such a bitch&lt;br /&gt;5) for sure&lt;br /&gt;6) you know you love me&lt;br /&gt;7) tres +adj.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;stolen from madison :)</description>
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  <lj:music>somebody told me- the killers.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">somebody told me- the killers.</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 19 Jun 2004 01:05:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i feel like i can finally rest my head on something real.</title>
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  <description>he woke me up from my apres-gym nap with a call from the train station in germany, before boarding it to budapest. i squealed like a little girl &amp; oh, i miss him so. we talked for ten minutes &amp; i&apos;m so glad he&apos;s having a good time. i cannot wait until july 1st, when he returns, &amp; when i will see him a few days later. alksjdflakf, beach kisses are what it&apos;s all about it. it&apos;s strange, cos i could list all of the supremely cute things he does or what his card said, but i just want to preserve those memories for my recollection. i guess it&apos;s just so special to me, &amp; that i don&apos;t want the whole world reading about it. does that sound weird? oh well. i&apos;ve just never felt so comfortable with things before &amp; i feel as if there aren&apos;t really any words to convey it...like a mere lj entry would do it any justice. i&apos;ve been working out with sto twice a day &amp; it feels good...i&apos;m finally back in the zone. i&apos;m in a genuinely happy state of mind these days. perhaps its just cos i have the city to look forward to, where i&apos;ll see CASEYY!! &amp; then my jared! enough said. today i helped ben shop (my specialty) cos he needed some new duds for the east end festival. i am becoming a driving machine &amp; yes, i am tiring of this a bit.</description>
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  <lj:music>start over- abandoned pools.</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jun 2004 05:56:16 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>he makes me so deliriously happy.</description>
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  <lj:music>sugar water- her space holiday.</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jun 2004 03:29:31 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>today, it occurred to me that my junior year is really ending. one more day of classes and three more of exams. it&apos;s not over till the studying stops though.&lt;br /&gt;THAT&apos;S WHAT I&apos;M TALKIN ABOUT!</description>
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  <lj:music>KC- matt pond PA.</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 31 May 2004 15:12:23 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>our day with blink182, the used, &amp; tbs.</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/1.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we&apos;re heaaa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/2.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;don&apos;t you love it when bands cut the 2 hour lines for superman of steel?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/15.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;taking back sunday &amp; a few members of the used.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/3.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;manda &amp; laurs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/4.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;iloveemybestfriend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/5.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;us with tonyy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/6.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what a pimp.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/7.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lauren lovesss the camera yo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/8.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp; sometimes i sneak in there too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/9.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;group shot, &amp; we adore those fellas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/10.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;taking back sunday set. we were really close.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/11.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the used played three songs, but still rocked the whole place out nonetheless. they called two boys &amp; two girls to the stage during buried myself alive &amp; had them make out haha. bert is one crazy motherrrfucker.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/12.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp; blink182, was just incredible. they played every single song practically ever released. tom fell &amp; it was funny &amp; everyone held up their cell phones instead of lighters.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/13.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh man.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/14.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;someone found herself a hottieeee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;soo much fun. we roadtripped it out to darien lake &amp; got there around 2. we rode a few rides &amp; stuffed ourselves with junk. the funniest part being taking back sunday&apos;s security guy saying &quot;the band needs their privacy&quot; when they got off the superman of steel ride. we got spray painted with logos &amp; ran into lauren, ashley, &amp; dylan. at the atticus booth, i met this guy mike who i met earlier last summer &amp; he knew all of the electric hq guys. common ground, so he was really very nice &amp; went out of his way to give us stuff. they even asked us to come back to the bbq after the show, but we got really cold &amp; left. as laurs puts it - lil La U R 284: k so  we got invited backstage... and then we were cold and tired so we went home instead?!...what kind of losers are we?! - she&apos;s absolutely right haha. we suck. we have warped tour to look forward to though, &amp; with my darling stosie too! :)&lt;br /&gt;i love shows. any kind. i feel so happy &amp; at home at them. except i just snapped back to reality &amp; realized that i have a 10 pager to crank out.&lt;br /&gt;happy memorial day</description>
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  <lj:music>try honesty- billy talent.</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 27 May 2004 02:20:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>these are the seasons of emotion.</title>
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  <description>TODAY: school, where i got good grades on tests back &amp; had an ultra silly conversation at the lunchtable with the girls. decided that YES, i&apos;m going to go to scotland next year with le classe. hooray! &amp; i met lauren after school at barnes &amp; noble, except we sat in the car for like an hour waiting for 94.1 to announce the backstage passes to blink182 concert. needless to say, the results were not in our favor. oh well, we still have tickets. i&apos;m pysched to see the used, they&apos;re always really fun live. &amp; blink182, well, they&apos;re just my damn adolescence! so enough said, it&apos;ll be out-of-this-world fun. got in a lil to do with miss lb, but we worked it out. i guess that&apos;s the beauty of having such a close friend; the inevitable fact that we can always work it out &amp; look past each other&apos;s baggage. accept each other for who we are. i talked to jared, &amp; the days are approaching towards the end of school &amp; his coming to visit. so this all equals a quite content little me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;something really funny at the time, happened today. but only after thinking about it, did i realize it was quite sad. our class went to NYC back in march &amp; while x-tina &amp; i fell asleep on the benches in the natural museum of history, i guess a bunch of kids were horsing around &amp; taking pictures. well, cj &amp; peter &amp; sam &amp; the rest of them met this random chinese guy who was there with his daughter. he took random pictures of them &amp; then ceej gave them harley&apos;s address for him to mail the pics to. &amp; HE DID. the letter was poorly written, in the 3rd person, &amp; he even enclosed pictures of his family &amp; daughter with witty captions on the back that were witty, but a bit disturbing. he even included his daughter&apos;s e-mail address ? &lt;br /&gt;he wrote this letter:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://images.ofoto.com/photos608/1/85/82/77/44/9/944778285103_0_ALB.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it was by far, a good laugh. especially cos he addressed it HI PREPPIES! but the part about the mental ward was really sad. &amp; i got thinking. &amp; the fact that this random tourist man sent pictures of not only members of our class, but also of his family &amp; himself? i don&apos;t know. it was just laughably strange, but strangely upsetting at the same time also. i dont know why i shared this, i guess it just took up a lot of my free thinking today &amp; wondering if he was lonely.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp; I JUST WON THE NEW MATT POND PA CD FROM WBER! YEAHHHH!</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 24 May 2004 22:49:53 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i could dig through old photographs, forever actually. i&apos;m still the same person, yet time only remains in remnants. where is it all going? &amp; do you ever wish you could go back &amp; enjoy things more?&lt;br /&gt;ruta sent me this one from her phone from a few months ago. i thought it was funny cos we both look dirty &amp; were at aja.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v15/FashionistaJ/jennarara.bmp&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>stroker ace- lovage.</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 21 May 2004 01:03:33 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>happy cos laursey finalllyyy got a LJ &amp; also, cos tomorrow is friday kids. sore throats stink &amp; yoga or pilates every day rocks. my eyes are glued to the perks of being a wallflower, &amp; i feel like it is the story of my life, literally. thank you, &amp; goodnight.</description>
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  <lj:music>cicatriz esp- the mars volta.</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 19 May 2004 02:54:41 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>TODAY:&lt;br /&gt;+found all these vintage polo shirts&lt;br /&gt;+talked to steven (&amp; we didn&apos;t fight)&lt;br /&gt;-fell asleep for 40 minutes in the middle of the day= no studying&lt;br /&gt;+started reading the perks of being a wallflower (after like a year)&lt;br /&gt;+went to pilates with laurs&lt;br /&gt;-catty people who like to talk shit &amp; getting assigned a long term paper for AP US&lt;br /&gt;-found out alkaline trio (aka my beautiful matt skiba) is not coming to the east coast dates of warped tour&lt;br /&gt;+jared is coming sooooon!&lt;br /&gt;+tomorrow, my french class will have a night out on the town with crepes &amp; all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp; cos he&apos;s funny:&lt;br /&gt;Karz87: you would have the garbage trucks decked out with like LV leather&lt;br /&gt;Karz87: and like platinum rims&lt;br /&gt;yeaaaaaaaa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don&apos;t feel like being deep, so there ya go.</description>
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  <lj:music>take me out- franz ferdinand.</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 18 May 2004 01:31:19 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>this morning, duro, sawyer, max, &amp; i got to read announcements in front of the whole upper school, cos we&apos;re the new student council. i was so giddy &amp; sjc let me read the long one, so for that i am grateful to him. the day was getting progressively worse, until we heard the trumpets blaring &amp; found out it was mayday! mayday is this day at harley that no one is sure of, until they play the trumpets at noon. so during this one surprise day of may, the whole school spends three hours outside playing games &amp; having ice cream &amp; fun stuff like that. our class beat the seniors &amp; everyone else in the tug-o-war, maintaining our champion title. HELL YEAH. luckily, i did not get a bucket of water dumped on me. it went by quickly, but it was nice not to have classes for once.&lt;br /&gt;sometimes i get my hopes up too quickly for people, &amp; therefore the letdown is that much worse because of it. that happened today but, hey, if i let every single disappointment drag me down, i&apos;d be dead. the happy note of my day shot up tenfold when i found out that jared is coming up on june 9th from new jersey &amp; is staying with us for three days! i&apos;m so excited, that boy is incredible. i cannot waittttt.&lt;br /&gt;tonight, i went to champp&apos;s for dinner with the lovely kelly, where we caught up. this summer is going to be amazing...i can feel it in the air &amp; the mere thought of such predictable days &amp; riding with the top down has me on edge.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;READ &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/zibs_n_tilts/&quot;&gt;zibby &amp; p-titty&apos;s LJ&lt;/a&gt; if you wanna laugh really, really hard.</description>
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  <lj:music>moody monday- damien rice.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">moody monday- damien rice.</media:title>
  <lj:mood>apathetic</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 16 May 2004 22:39:44 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>people will always, invariably, disappoint me.</description>
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  <lj:music>specialist- interpol.</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>pissed.</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 14 May 2004 03:28:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i just needed to confide in something. disregard some parts, cos its past my bedtime haha.</title>
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  <description>i&apos;ve been trying to sleep &amp; my mind is just one giant, neverending inundation of thoughts. i&apos;ve been feeling so comfortable with everything lately, which is such a rarity for me. i can walk down the hall &amp; feel comfortable in my skin, &amp; not let the small things get to me. i&apos;ve come so far from who i used to be. &amp; now, summer feels like it is truly here &amp; i want nothing more than to ride with the top down &amp; cursive blaring out of the speakers. i want to let the cares just slip off my shoulders...to just continue to be happy with who i am &amp; what i&apos;ve got. people will always, invariably, disappoint me in one way or another. some of my friends will always turn around &amp; betray or fill their days with petty nonsense. but the hardest thing i have to face, yet, is trusting people. i&apos;ve been so afraid of rejection and facing the grievances with my existence here, that i&apos;ve somehow not realized that i&apos;ve grown up. i&apos;m going to finish my junior year of high school in three weeks. i&apos;ve got these two factions of who i am; &amp; there&apos;s a miniscule bridge somewhere in between that joins them together. i&apos;ve been so afraid of letting people see who i am, as a defense mechanism to shield off loneliness &amp; disappointment &amp; dejection, that i&apos;ve missed out on a lot of the good stuff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so, now there&apos;s this really great thing that&apos;s blossoming in my life &amp; i&apos;m determined to start anew &amp; to let my real self emerge; not some idealized version that i think so many other people are used to &amp; get from me on a daily basis. it became a part of me, sadly. &amp; now i&apos;m getting used to the idea of just being ME.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so i&apos;m sitting here, &amp; i must confess that i really, really like you. i can&apos;t even convey how many times i&apos;ve been hurt, &amp; sometimes the easy way out for me is to see if people will get annoyed &amp; desert me; as a defense mechanism to not get hurt. i constantly need reassurance that things are ok, &amp; you&apos;ve helped me to realize that it&apos;s FINE. i&apos;ve never had someone be happy with who i really am, knowing the real, guard-down me (jenna) &amp; i want you to know how badly i want to just POUR IT OUT &amp; to love &amp; be loved in return &amp; how i might not show that initially. but it&apos;s there. trust me! &amp; i&apos;m so excited to see what develops.&lt;br /&gt;so, there&apos;s my new outlook. &amp; hey, i find myself more &amp; more each day.&lt;br /&gt;&amp; tomorrow, tomorrow will be grand.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3&amp;lt;3</description>
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  <lj:music>reptilia- the strokes.</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>my brain never shuts off.</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 12 May 2004 00:38:48 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>buy me this balenciaga bag...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.aloharag.com/highseas/assets/images/english/store/women/balen/bags/103208mint/103208minta.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp; you&apos;ll be my new best friendd.&lt;br /&gt;it would make my year.</description>
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  <lj:music>victim of the crime- phoenix.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">victim of the crime- phoenix.</media:title>
  <lj:mood>weeee.</lj:mood>
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